And every time I fall asleep and wake up, I feel empty, alone, the only good thing is that my current job keeps me on foot all day when I work, but today is my day off and is my 3rd hour in bed.

It is, she says, the first day she has had to herself since her partner. I struggle to keep my head up when I feel down, I have no energy unlike others, I can't make myself to do anything because I have no energy and will, university is left behind because of that reason. Forged in Holland: Roland Moller, Guy Pearce and Claes Bang (SCP, 5.55pm). I have no idea what happened to me, how and when. I had relationships hoping they'll help me improve myself, but they didn't went anywhere. I look at other's lives, how good they seem to be, careless, full of happiness and with ideas what they'll do in the future, I have my happy moments but at the moment I'm left alone with my thoughts, I'm bombarded with negative, harmful comments about myself, comparing me with others. Sorry I'm writing this, I know there are other people who struggle even more than me and I'm thankful for the small things I have, but at moments they seem to be a little boat ready to be destroyed by the dark, big ocean.

When day breaks scp